Please pray for me . . .

I got my Haldol increased and have been so tired I can barely function for part of the day. It doesn't seem to be working (except for putting me to sleep so I can't be hearing voices). Today I feel better, but I keep being confused, thinking I am evil, etc. I feel sorry for my family who has to deal with all this. But there is something comforting, which is that mental illness is physical and not spiritual. That is a very comforting thought. And now I think I will knit on my sweater for awhile. Sorry, I just needed to vent. But please pray for me.